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Name: Don
Country: United States
State: California
Birthday: 3/6/1985
Gender: Male


Interests: i like to eat, sleep, chill with my frens, watch movies, shoot pool, basketball, shopping, traveling, meeting new ppl, drinking occasionally, working with computers, and o yea i can't forget...FRisbees! they're so cool.
Expertise: being Don and Don loves to eat
Occupation: Executive
Industry: Medical


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AIM: nizwhat
ICQ: 220-495-437


Member Since: 2/28/2004

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

I want this so bad!

2001 Honda CBR600F4i:







$5199 plus fees (ouch)

-daddy's saving up for you!


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Damn i was hella tripping the other day. I totally over analysed the situation. (which there was none) Well tonight more than made up for it. I'm happy.


Saturday, January 21, 2006

I believe when you first meet and talk to someone, after the first ten to fifteen minutes, you already know if you guys are going to be compatible or not. Well during those precious 15 minutes, I got so nervous that I totally fucked up. I hate how I always get so shy around girls I like or are attracted to.Well there goes my dream girl... I feel so lonely... It would have been so great if everything worked out. She was the same age as me and she was looking for a boyfriend. She always told me how lonely she was. I could not understand how someone so beautiful like herself, not find a guy. She could have gotten any guy she wanted, no doubt. God, I'm such a fuck up. Well at least she was nice to me, and at least i gave it a shot. God, i feel so rejected.. Damn i got no game. Well there goes another lonely Friday night..


Monday, March 07, 2005

Thank you all who called, texted, and emailed me to wish a Happy Birthday. It really made my day and  I appreciate it. It was surprising that most of the ppl who did these great acts were my old and distant friends whom i hardly keep in touch with anymore. Thanks again, and i love you guys.


Saturday, March 05, 2005

My dad's a fucking asshole. I invited him to dinner for my bday on Sunday. And he straight out said he's not going.
No apology, no excuse, no sign of disappointment that he couldn't make it, nothing, not even a "Happy Birthday" or a fucking smile for crying out. That is just so fucked up. When i mentioned my bday, the first thing that sprung up in his mind was that he thought i was asking for a bday gift. He straight out interrupted me and reminded me that he already gave me the gift when i went on my trip in HK. I wasn't even asking for a fucking gift (i can care less), I just wanted him to come to dinner on my bday.

And then everytime we fight, he concludes by saying something like, "Oh, and I'm not going to park the Z in your garage any more." He's just fucking taking shit back that he gave to me. Everytime he gives me something or says "its yours", he feels like i owe him something. I hate people like that. Fuck it i just hate my fucking dad. He's the fucking, biggest asshole in the world.

I'm ashamed to have a dad like that. He is my complete opposite. I tell my family that i would not listen or take so much of his shit if he was not my father. Whatever he's just a sad lonely man with no one, literally. My mom left him and the whole side of his family avoids him cuz of his fucking temper. And he has no fucking friends cuz he suck a fuckin loser.

I feel so stupid thinking back of all the times i went out with him only cuz i felt sorry him. We would go to dinner and not talk. The only real conversations we really had is when he critcised how stupid or dumb i am and that he has no hope in me. I would usually try to brush it off cuz i didn't want to make it "worse".

*sigh* ...ok i feel better now. I hope tomorrow will be a better day or else i'm going take it out on my fat boss or a gay customer or both of them.



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